camping on the oregon coast

this is home and i just love it!

it just keeps getting better

i just keep falling in love with oregon. i just love it. it is feeling more and more like home.

my long time friend, brandi, came to visit and we went on a camping trip to the coast this weekend. I LOVE THE COAST!! it is absolutely gorgeous...forest and ocean...it couldn't be better! we went on a few hikes and enjoyed the beach.

i'm just so excited that this is our home. this isn't some place i'm going to just go once and say, "yeah, the oregon coast is nice, i went there once." no, i'm going to know it like the back of my hand. i'm going to find the trails that i love. i'm going to find places that i just want to go and sit all day and soak up God's creation. this is a place that nourishes my soul.

(having technical difficulties with the images right now...check back later for images of the coast! my poor ibook is having problems. I'm in the process or reinstalling my operating system and making it feel better...oh, joy.)

Getting Things Done

i love it when a book comes along at just the right moment. well "getting things done" was that book over the last few weeks. you may laugh, but it really is an incredible book.

this summer has been incredibly wonderful and incredibly stressful. i've been a little bit overwhelmed to say the least...trying to balance so many things. mainly work and the house, but that was enough on my plate. i have had so many things rolling around in my head and i was mentally and emotional exhausted. i felt like i could never get enough done. i was always behind, especially with work. and i'm not normally a person that feels exhausted, but I was. I was bogged down with so many "open loops" in my head and didn't have the passion and creativity that usually drives me.

well, this book walks you through steps of getting everything that is cluttering up your mind written down. i've always been a planner and had a planner right by my side, but lately, that hasn't been enough, i have still felt like there was just too much to do and too much on my mind. (but instead of me thinking, i need to finish this ad and this brochure and organize the kitchen and blah blah blah, i can actually do those things and be present where i'm at.) I took last weekend, went through the steps of the book and i felt AMAZING. i'm not kidding. i can't tell you how much better i feel. and i was able to move through this stressful work week with a clear head. i won't go through all the details of the book and why it was so good.

I'll just say it is worth picking up. it frees you up to be creative, to dream about things you want to do, to brainstorm about projects...it is superb!

nike

while my parents were here, we toured the nike campus. my dad is a sport salesman, so we were able to get a private little tour of the place. i'm not a big fan of sports. and growing up in oklahoma, it was hard to get away from it! But I was excited about seeing the insides of nike. i have to say i have some respect for athletes...i like the analogies that sports can offer to life...about endurance, pushing yourself, staying strong, etc, etc. it was cool walking through the different museums. each building is dedicated to a particular athlete. there were soccer fields, basketball courts...all of which had themes. creativity definitely went into everything that was built I was impressed. 5,000 employees, several restaurants and bars, its own post office, a track that circles the campus, a natural spring in the center of the campus. It felt like I was on a college campus, not a corporate headquarters.

pictures from the vacation...

here's what we've been up to the last week...we had such a great time with my family!

drive

our drive to the cabin

the cabin

what an amazing vacation for our family...we had such a relaxing time hanging out here...grilling and enjoying wine, reading, sitting by the fire, a cup of coffee on the porch, enjoying the hot tub...it was the perfect place for some quality time with the fam...and they even let me throw out some questions for everyone to answer (ya know the questions like, describe one of your scars, what's something you would like to do...i learned my dad stepped on a rose bush and almost had his foot amputated when he was in high school!)

The cabin was located right on the sandy river, just an hour east of portland...

columbia river gorge

on our way back from the cabin we drove through the columbia river gorge...


stopped at the multnomah falls...


went along the columbia river gorge historic highway



and stopped at the latourell falls



visted the vista house, which has a beautiful view of the gorge..



wow! oregon has so many natural wonders!! i can't wait to go on hikes through all of this beauty!!

fam in town

my mom, dad, brother, and sister-in-law are here for the week! yippee!!


outside our house


we took them to northwest 23rd wednesday night and ate at laurelwood brew pub.


Today we rode the max downtown. explored some of the pearl district and downtown. hung out at powell's city of books...






(cool sign downtown)

..and went to my favorite coffee shop, stumptown coffee roasters...



and ate superb seafood at jake's grill...




tomorrow we are going to a cabin by mount hood for some relaxin'! wahooo!!!

and now a washer and dryer

things are coming together at the moore household. that's right we finally bought a washer and dryer. we've been looking on craig's list for the last month and we couldn't find what we wanted and we finally gave in and bought a new sucker. i have to say i wasn't thrilled with this big purchase. i would rather have other stuff, but i guess i need to be able to wash my clothes!

we had the guys deliver it yesterday. i felt pretty bad because they had to take it to the third floor of our place. : [ and to make matters worse, they installed the wrong washer and dryer. not just the wrong model. it was even a different brand...and i didn't even notice! they called a couple hours later to let me know they installed the wrong one and they were coming back to replace it. whoops. too bad they couldn't have just left it. it was about twice the price!

a great book

i'm a little behind on my reading with all of this house stuff...so, i'm finally getting around to the highly recommended irresistible revolution book. and wow!!! what a book! i'm challenged by every word and am really praying that God will use shane's words to help shape the way we live our life here in portland...a new place is the perfect time to start new habits and new ways of living...and that's what i'm praying for. maybe i won't be living with the homeless in philly, but i'm ready to put all the things i've been thinking about for the past year or so into practice. more on that to come, i'm sure.

..."all around you, people will be tiptoeing through life, just to arrive at death safely. But dear children, do not tiptoe. Run, hop, skip or dance, just don't tiptoe."

silver falls

so, i'm a little late in posting about this, but a few weeks ago when travis mom was here, they went for a hike at silver falls. (unfortunately, i had to work, but i will definitely have to go sometime) this is just an hour away from us!

the summer is splendid

now this is what i call summer...

a work in progress

here's travis' mom and i painting our living room.




and the beginnings of our living room, kitchen area (sans decorations and the kobie touch!) the actual colors aren't quite as gray in "real life."

nature in my own backyard

Just down the street from our house is Tualatin Hills Nature Park....219 acres of beauty. yesterday i took a walk down there. It is wonderful and such a great place to get away from everything and be in nature. (oregon is full of these places and i just love it! ) I'm glad to have such a great spot within walking distance!

The art of Chris Yormick

Leave Me Here, 24"x48"/2005 mixed media on canvas

how many times can i talk about our new place?

we went to the DMV today and we now have oregon license plates...wahooo!!! we are oregonians! (i have to say that i was sad to see the minnesota license go!) now i just have to take the written driving test to get my license. i'm ready to be a local. (and i can't believe i have to take a test for my license!)

trav and i have had a lot of fun playing house. it's almost like we have been set free from the cage called aparment living and we are just so excited about making the place our own. we both have our own tasks...i'm trying to decorate and set up house. (and unpack box after box) he's doing all the handy work like putting up blinds and sealing the tile.

i'm really happy with our place. even though it is in the 'burbs and it is a townhouse, i have to say i'm completely euphoric to call this place our own. it already feels like home and i didn't think it would be this fun!! everything is exciting...our refrigerator, our stove, buying blinds, using our garage. sitting at our dining room table...everything is an experience in itself. we are like kids in a candy store!

i've painted a lot and still feel like i have so far to go. It is fun watching this place come together! but i'm starting to get a little overwhelmed at all the stuff that still needs to be done before i can feel settled. (i feel like i'm going in a million different directions and now i'm back to work, so i'm trying to balance work with playing house, which is hard to do...especially since i work from home and all the stuff i want to do around the house is staring at me!) I'm hoping to make some headway this weekend...

a few days away from the computer

my ibook and i have become good friends over the last year. we've spent a lot of time together, gotten to know each other. but this week, i'm a little sick of the little guy. i've been working on deadline after deadline and i'm ready to not be in front of this screen. but as we speak, i'm finishing up the last of the deadlines and about to enter 5 days of bliss....PLAYING HOUSE!! yes, we are officially home owners now!! we'll start to move stuff over tomorrow! and i've bought the sample colors that i'm planning on using and i'll get to see them on the walls tomorrow! wahooo!! i'm hoping to soak up the next 5 days in all its glory (except for the actual moving part!)

oneplace in the new times

my church in phoenix had the cover story in the new times this week (the alternative newspaper). okay, so they exagerated on some stuff and maybe they missed the point of what oneplace is about...but i think there are some good quotes from my friends and it is cool to see what oneplace is up to these days. it seems anytime you read about an emerging church in the newspaper, you have to hear about how the other churches are doing it wrong. maybe they are or maybe they are just doing it differently. but it isn't about the surface stuff, the methodology, that makes churches like this different...it goes so much deeper than that. and i wish critics could see that.

house stuff

well, we had our inspection and final walkthru this past week...we walked in for the inspection and there were 20 people touching up paint (and i felt kinda' bad that i would be painting over all their hard work)...it made me laugh. do builders ever run on schedule? i'm just happy that we will be able to move in next week. and we will be closing on our new place next week. oh so exciting!! this summer will be a whirlwind. trav's mom is coming in to help us paint (and i'm painting every wall in the place!!! wahooo!!) we're going to try to get as much as we can painted before we move in. but before this big week can happen, i will be working like mad trying to meet some deadlines for work. work has been crazy. i mean really crazy. it has been fun and starting to get a little stressful. but i'm happy to have the work and i learning how to work well under pressure.

i'm so excited for trav's mom to come visit...i am so lucky to have such a great mother-in-law. i wish i could just play all week, but i'll have to work some while she's here.

i think i spoke too soon (previous post) that i'm not anxious! ha! okay, i'm anxious. If i could just take a month off of work and play house, i would be one happy camper, but such is life. the bad part of working at home is i will be tempted to work on the house when i need to be working...deadlines will drive me.

living in the waiting

i'm patient right now. i don't feel anxious. and i'm a little surprised at myself...i'm not worried about whether our house will be finished in time for us to close on the 30th. okay, so i'm a little stressed about how many projects i have piling up and how that will work with painting our new place and settling in...but nothing i'm too worked up about. i feel calm. i feel at peace. and if you know me very well, you know i'm a pretty anxious person. i try to live in the moment, but i have a hard time doing that. my mind is always racing...racing ahead, thinking back...always going. and i have a hard time just soaking up the moment i'm in. i'm either analyzing or dreaming...but minneapolis was a 8 month lesson on enjoying the present...because that is what i did. we were stuck in the waiting, of not knowing what would happen with travis' job and i had two choices...i could keep thinking about the next place we would move to or i could enjoy the beautiful city of minneapolis and live in the waiting. i'm glad i chose to live and it has made it easier in this weird time of waiting in portland...waiting to feel settled, to feel at home here, to be in our new place, and find a rhythm of life that resonates with my spirit. these things take time and right now i'm okay with that. i feel like the last 5 months we've been in portland has been an incubator for me...a time to renew my spirit from our adjustments and moves. and i'm at a point now that i'm excited to begin our life here in portland. i realize it has already started, but i feel like it will officially start when we move into our first house.

but as i'm stuck in the waiting, i'm enjoying work. enjoying walks by the river. experiencing new music. enjoying the time travis is home. experiencing new things. reading good books. getting to know the city. and smiling at the clouds. (i just love clouds.)

cool art

i looooovee designs like this. i just want to eat them up.
(thanks to greg, i found this great site)

i like hatchbacks?

there have been a lot of things that I've become interested in since college...and most of them make me step back and say...what? who am i?

hip-hop
history
science
the west coast (nothing against it, i just didn't think it was for me...and then i found the pacific northwest. ahhh.)
tv shows i look forward to
the discovery channel
PBS
NPR
folk music
that there's so much more to a city than downtown
going to bed early and getting up early (this is a recent portland thing...i must be getting old. and it is very strange for the late night kobie to be turning in early!)
thai food
volunteering somewhere (I'm still working on this one)
cooking (i would like to do it more, at least!)
beer (and i've discovered oatmeal stouts are one of my favorites)
and now hatchbacks
but i smile. because even though a may be surprised at my new found interests, i'm enjoying them! and maybe i'll be a little more open to other things.

PHO!

over the last few years i have gotten better about trying new things. for most of my life i stuck to the tried and true...but i have changed my ways...and i actually enjoy trying new things, exploring, discovering... and our new friends here (who, by the way, bought a house 3.44 miles from us!! wahooo!) have given travis and i a little push to explore and enjoy new things.

we tried pho. yes, that's right, PHO! it is wonderful and i'm glad i tried it. i think it will be a regular thing for me!

moving? what?

so lately, i've been anxious to get settled into a new house. thinking about walls to paint (and here are the colors i'm thinking about today...i used this little sherwin williams model to look at my kitchen and dining/living colors.) about decorating. excited to be walking distance to the max with easy access to downtown. great places to hike. looking forward to getting to know the evergreen community better. meeting new people. and then it hit me...for all of this to happen it involves one thing that i am very sick of doing lately...MOVING. PACKING. UNPACKING. i think that travis will be doing the packing again. (he was so dang good in minneapolis, he is rewarded with the job again!) but i know it will be my job to do the unpacking, the figuring out how everything is going to fit in our oh so small space. moving across town is never as bad as moving across the country, like our last 2 moves. no renting a huge truck, no boxing everything. and this will be different, right? we are moving not to a temporary apartment, but a house we'll be in for a little while. i'll put that at the front of my mind.

but now is not the time to be overwhelmed with that now. i have a logo to work on a banner ad to create...

i'm turning granola

i've always had a little granola in me...but travis and i have slowly started caring about the environment, about how much we drive, being resources, treating our bodies well, about living more simply. and minneapolis and portland have definitely been a catalyst to bring out the granola in us. i have this urge to really live naturally and simply. and our move to oregon is the start of something great. i'm excited to see how i allow the people around me to shape me. i guess i feel like there are parts of me that are just dying to come out and i'm excited to see how those part of me come to the surface as we make oregon our new home.

portland was rated number one in the top 50 big cities to care about the environment, use its resources wisely, etc. that is exciting to me and i'm happy to be in a place like that.

what have i been up to lately?

well, travis and i bought a refrigerator on friday...i didn't think buying a refrigerator would be so exciting. it is a stainless steal bottom freezer that we found new on craig's list. and when we went over to pick it up, we met a great couple that just moved to portland...and sal, is a painter and has made a studio in his detached garage. it was inspiring and fun to meet another couple starting their life in portland. it was good to hear about them using the max and selling a car, caring about how energy efficient everything is.

i have started picking out paint colors for our new place. (and it seems i come up with a new color combination everyday...we'll see what we end up doing.)

we've been going to a lot of home stores to look at new stuff...so much fun! it is starting to become real that we are actually going to be in one place for an extended amount of time. yippee!

i'm reading a great book called. "change the way you see everything." my brother recommended it and i really am enjoying it.

we are thinking of making a trip to ikea this week. (phoenix had a ikea. minneapolis had an ikea. but now that i'm really wanting to buy a few things for our new place, i'm going to have to drive to seattle to go to the nearest one. o-well.)

we have become addicted to craig's list. maybe we'll end up finding our dining room table on there.

i loooooveeeee portland weather. if i can still wear a jacket on june 3rd, it is my kind of place. friday it was cloudy and in the 60s and no rain. perfect weather. and even when it is raining, i love it. we'll see what i say after i go through the long winter rainy season. but so far, i have nothing, but good things to say about the weather.

our new home

here's our place. yipeee! it isn't finished yet. they should be done with it by june 15 and we close by june 27. wahooo!!!!

oneplace

And this weekend I went to my church in phoenix, oneplace. The first time I have been back for a service since I left last june. I can’t tell you the power of place. It is so strong for me. Maybe it is that I’m a highly visual person and that I think the environment is more than just cool colors and lights…there is meaning and significance in that. But it also was very powerful because as a church we helped create this space. Last January we tore down walls, ripped out the floor, exposed a brick wall and let our imaginations go to work, to create not just a church, but a venue, not just a building, but a space for artists to show their work for first Fridays...It was the beginning of something very good for oneplace. We were no longer meeting in a high school auditorium, but in a place of our own that expressed the community. All that to say, it was more emotional for me to be back in that space than I imagined, so see the quotes in the bathroom, the chairs that were recovered. And it was a reminder of God’s grace and what great things he has done.

mexico

Our mexico trips have a way of breathing life into me. It is different than other vacations where you have places to explore and things to do. The whole agenda in mexico is to relax.

I sat on the balcony with my feet propped up most of the 4 days we were there. Listening to waves roll in, feeling the breeze, soaking up the sun or looking at the stars, having good conversations or reading a good book, writing in my journal. I can’t think of anything I would rather do. It was so good to connect with old friends and have good conversations. So good to play “mafia” and spades and spoons (and see Israel diving across the table to grab a spoon.) So good to smoke a cigar and drink a hefeweizon. To hear about what books and music people have found lately…and to talk about life. I did swim a little, lay out on the beach a little, go to a fabulous chicken stand (which I seem to enjoy more and more each year…they bring the whole chicken, to your table and you tear it off to make your tacos. It is a place I would never try in the states, outside, under a tent…but it is very, very good.)

But besides the time I spent hanging out with everyone, I also had some time to myself…to walk along the beach, to feel the water coming over my feet and talk to God, actually, I think he did most of the talking through his nature. My “conversations” with God have become less and less verbal. They are still very real conversations where I gain so much from it, but I am not trying to come up with words to express, it is more in thoughts, more visual, more emotional. Looking at the tide coming in, seeing and hearing the rhythm of the waves and hoping, praying that I will have the same rhythm to my life some day soon in Portland…to not just focus on me and getting to know the area and be familiar, but finally be at a place where I am looking past myself to the people around me…being part of a church community…where we give and serve and don’t just expect to get. To be able to part of the city and be part of something bigger than ourselves.

And walking in the sand, I could see God’s artistry at work. You look at the sand as a whole and it is the light brownish khaki that you think of when you think of sand…but you look close and you see millions of brilliant colors…rusty reds, mossy greens, deep oranges, purples, browns. The colors are magnificent and beautiful. Each part of nature seemed to amaze me. And if God put so much detail in this sand, then he must care for the details of my life. (You can hear that and you can read that, but when you experience it, it is different.) Last year at mexico, I was still living in phoenix and I was anxiously awaiting our move to Minneapolis. And almost overwhelming to think that this time around, I’m anxiously awaiting being settled in Portland. And I’m just ready to be settled. And as these thoughts ran through my head, I realized that I am having a hard time trusting God with our life. I look back on our time in phoenix and our short time in Minneapolis. And I see how God’s hand was clearly there. that we were where we were suppose to be. How he provided for us and provided a “family” around us. How much I have learned and how much I have been stretched. But I look forward in the future and I wonder how God is going to do it this time. Will we really feel at home here? Will we find a community that can be our family, that will challenge us and love us? And as I sang “Jesus Jesus how I trust thee, how I prove you o’er and o’er.” On the beach, Tears went down my face and I saw that my heart is full of doubt and I am not living in hope…when God is screaming YOU HAVE EVERY REASON TO HAVE HOPE…we have gotten through travis going back to school and me being layed off, while I was the only one working, we’ve gotten through a furlough and two big moves across the country in less than a year…and even in that we were able to make it through and not just make it, but really live and experience things. We are moving into a new chapter where a house and a family are hopefully in our future, where we might settle in for a very long while...we have every reason to look with hope. Maybe I’m just weary, maybe I don’t know how to “settle” maybe I like newness more than I care to admit. But whatever the case, I know that God has gone before us and he can prepare us for whatever lies ahead. That is what God said to me while walking by the beach, maybe not in words, but I felt it.

So, I feel renewed and inpired and ready to conquer life…or at least I have a fresh perspective.

we will be painting walls soon!

Last week we put an offer in on a townhouse in Beaverton, OR just west of portland (and while I was in mexico, the offer was accepted) so, if all goes well, we will be closing on it by the end of June. It is a new build with wonderful features and even a bonus room for my office. It is oh so small, but I think we’ll manage just fine. It is 2 bedroom, 1 bath, 2 half bath, with a bonus room, three story townhouse with a garage and balcony. Walking distance to the max light rail which we can take to downtown Portland all the way to the airport. Let me just say we are excited. I have already started decorating everything in my head. I found inspiration for the colors in the grains of the sand in mexico…you can find inspiration anywhere, if you just look! I’m so excited to finally be in own place. I can’t wait to create this space . yippee!! We are one step closer to being settled in portland!!

a beautiful sunday afternoon

Yesterday travis and i went to the evergreen community. i think every time i go i like it more. and i'm excited to get to know the people that are part of this church. i think we'll have to go to some other stuff and get to know the community. and this sunday they did something "a little different". i always like it when that phrase is said at the beginning of a service. it means i'm going to like it. it usually means more interactive stuff and more participating. wahooo!!! we focused on different types of prayers...and it was just what i needed. and the times of quiet were like music to my soul. i have been so anxious lately thinking through all of this house stuff and it was so good to sit in silence and quiet my mind and rest.

and in the afternoon we took our weekly spades game with our friends to mt tabor for a picnic. it was so much fun. and it was beautiful. i still can't believe we have this amazing nature right at our fingertips!! no wind, perfect temperature. everyone was out with their dogs enjoying the afternoon.

and we still debating about the renting/buying issue. today we are leaning towards buying something, if we find what we are looking for.

the most livable city

last night we went to the most incredible neighborhood in SE portland. I think my favorite so far....ladd's edition. just sw of the hawthorne district. it was absolutely gorgeous. travis and i loved it. we met our newby friends that also moved from minneapolis. we went to palio, a desert and coffee bar in the neighborhood. i love that in the middle of this gorgeous place, there are a few stores on the corner (well, actually it was on a round about) i left thinking i found another great spot in portland, but i also left feeling a little sad that we will never be able to afford to live in a cool place like this. these homes had to have been ridiculously expensive. sure, portland is voted one of the most livable cities...but i don't see how it is livable if you can't afford to live there!!!! all we seem to be able to afford is a condo in the suburbs. what is the point of a condo if it is in the suburbs? if i'm going to be in a condo, it should be because we are in the heart of a cool area, not that we are far far away in no man's land. i don't mean to be a pessimist...i'm just being a realist. but ya know what? i think i'm actually going to be okay if we rent for a while. (and if you would have told me that last year, i don't think i would have taken it very well.) so, this is a miracle coming from me. sure maybe buying is better than renting and we're "throwing our money away". but i think it might be the best thing right now. and we might actually get to live in an area we like. we'll see. we could use your prayers!

a city that flows

it has been beautiful outside. and 3 years without spring in phoenix makes this spring more glorious than ever. i forgot how much i love spring!! (and I can't believe how GREEN everything is! i just thought it was green when i moved here in feb!) last weekend a group of us went to the kennedy school and ate at the courtyard restaurant outside. it was great! we plan to go back and play cards there soon! one of the guys we ate with use to live in portland and now he lives in seattle. he said, "seattle doesn't flow...portland flows." i've never been to seattle so i can't say whether seattle "flows" or not...but i do agree this is a great way to describe this city.

portland just flows.

good article

i read the da vinci code when it came out and i'll go see the movie. but i'm a little sick of hearing so much about this controversial FICTION novel...saying that : ) here's an article that i really liked on the subject from sojourners.

brian mclaren on the da vinci code

mexico

2 weeks from today i will be laying on the beach in mexico with a group of friends from phoenix. every year there's a group of us that rent a house right on the beach. it is glorious! i can't wait!...

househunting, i mean townhouse hunting

well, for the last 3 days travis and i have been driving around the greater western portland area. (not the best thing to do with gas prices, but it was worth the gas!) i feel like we have been down every street and now we have a feel for the different areas and how much bang for the buck. houses are out. first we were hoping for a 3 bedroom with a yard. now we are just hoping for a 2 bedroom with a garage...could we do a 1 bedroom? i don't think so. could we do without a garage? could we really do a condo? whew. travis and i are totally on the same page when it comes to what areas we like and what we could live with, so that makes life a little easier. we are meeting with a realtor this friday for her to show us some properities. i'm excited and anxious...and friday couldn't come soon enough! who knows, we could end up renting for a few more years. only time will tell!